Alone

Sometimes I feel lonely, quiet,desolate which company with the strange sense that always flare up in my chest. Dibble quitesometimes make me become inflamed. But that song of sense always hide away.

I need a friend. A friend who will I love with all my soul as I love my family. A good friend who will I caring and understand and will take care of my name when I a live or dead. I never meet in my life a friend who will faithfull in sorrowful. Whereas my life sometimes turn arround with sorrow and sorrow. If sorrowful coming, I always ask who want to be my friend?

I can free associatewith other people when I have a lucky destiny. But when a tragedy coming, I found they look like a period wheel which wouldn’t make a friend with a situation.

If I couldn’t found a good friends who care and loves Allah I ‘ll be better live alone than I must have a friend with a bad person. Sit lonely for a pray with silent is make me more happiness than a company with a friend who must to wacth out.

Actually, this moment is so special in all my life. When I can make a truth and honest listen to a friend in my soul. Sound of my heart, a friend who close and good for me. It’s never lie, even I try to lie. As a mirrow it will asking the truth about me. If I do wrong it will be ask wrong and if do right it will be ask that I’m right…

I’m crying when a sound of my heart warning me without words
When a honest of soul wqaqrning without speak
When a song of my heart tell about my fault…and when all the sound warning…

If u feeling lonely, don’t ask u are alone. But ask that Raqib angel and Atid angel will always beside u. and Allah always watching u without sleepy…

( Al An’ aam:59)